Post by Aaron Allard-Morgan on Jan 17, 2012 4:11:12 GMT -5
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Alright so when James told me that Lydia might stay, I couldn't believe it. I mean who would keep that troll? He was right because Lydia ended up staying! UGH! It sucked because I could of benefitted well with Emma staying, since were in another game together. With Lydia staying I have to keep a fake smile on my face because she could be a vote I need in the future. So I wanted to figure out who voted for who. Sophie, James, Drew, Jen all told me they were evicting Lydia. Michelle comes to me and tell mes she evicted Emma because she thought Lydia was going. Seriously?! WTF! I was about to blow up on Michelle but I was able to hold myself together. I couldn't believe this bitch fucked it up for me! UGH!
Lydia decided it would be cute if she imed me saying "Yay! I stayed" She is the last person I want to talk to and she has to nerve to push my button like that. Unbelieveable, I am starting to hate this cast more and more. So it came down to the HOH challenge, tinypic totally fucked up and didn't show the picture right away. I wasted about a mintue just waiting to see the photo. THe picture was super easy, I think I could of done way better.
So Sophie ended up winning, which scared the shit out of me. I talk to Sophie but I am after this girl and now I am afraid I might of said something to people about me targetting her. I am super paranoid right now! I made a fake deal with her that if she keeps me safe shes will be safe if I win. I do not plan to keep that promise. Sophie is a huge threat that needs to be out ASAP! Thankfully though I know Sophie and Lydia got into it before the HOH results. Lydia keeps pissing off the HOHs, she is great at this game!
So April and Lydia both got nominated. I think she made safe nominations. Clearly I will want April to stay, and not just because shes against Lydia. April might be able to be an alley of mine, plus she opened up to me today (not sure if I can say what about because its really personal). But I do think maybe Sophie is planning a backdoor and it could be me. UGH! I am so scared! I really need to be playing in this veto so make sure I do not get backdoored. IDK I could be paranoid but no one is safe in this game.
I do not want to be a have not because of the disadvantage on the veto. I might need this weeks veto, so it would suck to be a have not.