Week Four

[April Lewis]

I miss Ragan so much!

Anyways; so I was so happy that Drew won HoH this week because he is one of the people I trust. Just last week before Ragan was evicted, Drew and I had a heart-to-heart and he helped me with relationship issues. Not only was his advice helpful, but I feel like it bonded us together... which is perfect because he went on to win HoH this week thus ensuring my safety!

There's a lot of drama going on this week, and I honestly think it's all part due to a rumor I started in order to get Ragan safe. I was trying to throw Brian under the bus to Aaron... and told him that he was the person that orchestrated the Lydia eviction. Then... that didn't seem to be saving Ragan, so I started saying that Sophie and Dino are so close and are really tight!

Soo anyways; Aaron then thought Brian was some mastermind type because he orchestrated the Lydia vote. And he thought Dino and Sophie were together... then when no one voted how he wanted, to get Dino out he started thinking Brian was part of orchestrating it and thought Sophie, Sarah, Ais, Brian, and Dino were in an alliance.

Now apparently, Aaron has a PM from Aisleyene that confirms their alliance which Drew has told me he thinks is fake. Ahh! I love Aaron... so it concerns me that Drew thinks it is fake.

However, this puts me in a perfect situation kind of. Because... Aaron is trying to form an alliance between Drew, James, Michelle, and the two of us... while were against Sophie, Dino, Brian, Sarah, and Aisleyne. This war mentality where it's side against side is good for me because the strong people of each side will hopefully go after each other, while the weaker people (in the challenges) such as me... will sit back and eat the popcorn watching the fireworks go off. That's the objective at least. So I'm pushing the sides vs. sides thing... because I don't think a lot of people view me as a threat so it'd be strong people taking each other out while I skate right into the finale. I know what I'm doing a little more than everyone thinks I do.

[April Lewis]

Insanity...

Aaron almost got himself back-doored this week, and I was super nervous. And luckily I spoke to Drew a little and possibly even swayed him over to looking at James as a bigger threat than Aaron.

greenguru22: (4:12:59 PM) So you're thinking about backdooring Aaron now?
acblair8591: (4:13:59 PM) (3:36:11 PM) acblair8591: And she never wrote you that PM you sent me.
(3:36:32 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: she did
(3:36:58 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: she sent it to james
(3:37:38 PM) acblair8591: Didn't it say "Hey Aaron" at the start?
(3:38:10 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: he didnt want me to tell anyone because he was afraid of her
(3:38:53 PM) acblair8591: Wait, what?
(3:39:07 PM) acblair8591: Did you change it around to say "Hey Aaron" then?
(3:39:19 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: yeah
(3:39:27 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: but she still sent that pm
(3:39:29 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: just to james
acblair8591: (4:14:26 PM) Aaron then sent me this screen shot from James
acblair8591: (4:14:27 PM) i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv5/lfrt2009/ais2.jpg
acblair8591: (4:14:49 PM) Which is fake because it says it was from TODAY at 8:46PM
acblair8591: (4:15:00 PM) When the time on the clock is 3:45pm.
acblair8591: (4:15:05 PM) Right today when he made it
acblair8591: (4:15:35 PM) (4:15:57 PM) acblair8591: When did james take the first screen shot?
(4:16:08 PM) acblair8591: Today or last night?
(4:16:30 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: last night
(4:16:57 PM) acblair8591: It says 3:45pm on the clock.
(4:18:21 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: he says he will screenshot it again
(4:19:31 PM) acblair8591: ok
(4:28:24 PM) Aaron Allard-Morgan: i664.photobucket.com/albums/vv5/lfrt2009/aisagain.jpg
acblair8591: (4:15:42 PM) Then he fixes it.
acblair8591: (4:15:58 PM) I can't stand being lied to repeatedly when I tried getting the truth from him.
acblair8591: (4:16:09 PM) I'm not saying you have to vote for him. I'm just explaining why I think I'll backdoor him.
greenguru22: (4:16:38 PM) Yea… So what is James role in all of this?
acblair8591: (4:16:46 PM) James made all the screen shots.
acblair8591: (4:16:55 PM) Because Aaron's west coast.
acblair8591: (4:17:00 PM) So they're aligned and lying together.
acblair8591: (4:17:09 PM) James might be worse than Aaron, tbh.
greenguru22: (4:17:11 PM) Can't we backdoor James then? Lmao
greenguru22: (4:17:15 PM) I think he is.
greenguru22: (4:17:25 PM) I know who Aaron is after… and it's not you. I promise you that.
greenguru22: (4:17:50 PM) And James has lied about the Lydia vote, and the Ragan vote… and is good in challenges… if you look back to the right of stay challenge, he lasted for almost 6 hours.
greenguru22: (4:18:14 PM) Do what you think is best; but I know Aaron is not after you at all.
acblair8591: (4:18:52 PM) You'd vote for James if I put him up?
greenguru22: (4:18:58 PM) Yes
acblair8591: (4:20:05 PM) Alright.
acblair8591: (4:20:06 PM) Lol.
acblair8591: (4:20:15 PM) I think Aaron will still be against me.
acblair8591: (4:20:20 PM) But he's not as good at challenges as James.
greenguru22: (4:21:16 PM) If Aaron ever wins HoH… I'll fight like hell to convince him not to nominate him if I start hearing him say stuff like that.
greenguru22: (4:21:23 PM) I promise you that.
greenguru22: (4:21:46 PM) I don't know how much sway I have over him, but I will tell him what I told you about him… I'm not evicting Drew.
acblair8591: (4:23:26 PM) I appreciate that a lot.
greenguru22: (4:26:04 PM) If Aaron goes, I'm going to be so sad. I loved Lydia, she was evicted, I LOVED Ragan he got evicted… it's like all my people. I hope I'm not toxic.
greenguru22: (4:26:06 PM) lmao
acblair8591: (4:26:13 PM) I'll put up James.
acblair8591: (4:26:17 PM) Not Aaron.

Whew... so I feel like I helped save Aaron a little this round.

And now I'm on the fence as to what I should do regarding James and Brian. I already promised Drew I'd evict James, and I'm playing the nice girl role pretty well thus far and I don't think I've been caught in a lie yet. But if I keep James, then Drew knows I lied and I might actually become a target. I still need to figure out what Aaron and Michelle are doing...

[April Lewis]

Oh my gosh, insanity... and I'm taking this opportunity to diversify my assets and start getting closer to other people. I was talking with Aisleyne and Brian for a bit today because I feel like I'm going to need to get closer with more people if I want to make it farther in this game!

Here's a PM from Drew. It basically confirmed that I saved Aaron this round! He better be happy! (I'm the best ally ever, jk) And it said that he has no intentions of going after me, he's closest with Michelle, Aisleyne and I... and him and Michelle have a super tight bond! Ahh! I'm honestly surprised he told me all of this; but I trusted him with the fact that I was close with Aaron... so I guess if you give a little, you get a little! I love Drew, I just hope he doesn't go after Aaron!



*I underlined the good parts! Haha

And Aisleyne and I were talking for a while today too via PM, and she basically just told me she really likes me... and confirmed the alliance with Sarah-Brian-James-Herself which for some reason Drew still doesn't believe which is strange. And here's that PM...



I'm also starting to talk to Brian and Michelle a lot more, so the only people I don't talk to a lot in this game are Sophie and Dino, and they would be my nominee's if I won HoH anyways. I wouldn't be surprised if they nominated me... but I don't want to talk to them, and start forming a bond with them and then win HoH and nominate them so I'm keeping my distance.

[April Lewis]

Last night I spoke to James for quite a while... I never really entertained the idea of evicting Brian, but I wanted to get as much information out of James as I could... and this is what I got.

The reason why he started making up lies and all that jazz and pulling Aaron in is because Aaron was onto his alliance with Aisleyne-Brian-Sarah-James so then James began to panic and paranoia ran wild and he started acting crazy and then thought Aisleyne only wanted to evict Ragan to help protect Sophie. Well Aaron and I discussed their alliance in detail before Aaron ever mentioned it to James, and I was shocked that he did mention it to James. When I told Aaron about their alliance, I was fabricating everything... I made up their alliance in order to try and save Ragan and have Aaron go after them. I had to make a logical case, but it looks like I was almost right on... enough for Aaron to confront them about it and then everything got cray cray! So here's little sweet April sitting back watching all this chaos unfold, when I really planted the seeds not even knowing it would create so much drama the following week... I only did it to try and save Ragan. Luckily though, it destroyed an alliance and now is most likely getting James out! I still hate James from our argument about Rachel and Daniele... so I'm more than pleased that he is getting evicted tonight. Had I won HoH I was going to nominate some combination of James-Sophie-Dino so I'm rather pleased with how this week turned out.

Also, James kept telling me when we were talking not to be someone's puppet. I'm actually glad he kept saying that, because the perception I have wanted in this game was to be weak... and just to go along with the flow. That way, I'm never a primary target and if "my enemies" win HoH they don't look at me as a threat and maybe go after other people. So it pleased me that James outlook on me was that of a puppet! I need to be a gaming image consultant, because I think I got my image down just right!

And... Michelle and I were talking and when we all decided that we were evicting James, I told Michelle lets keep it under wraps so that hopefully Sarah still evicts Brian which makes Brian mad at her and it makes Sarah look like she is completely fine with associating with cold-blooded liars. She loved the idea... and I think it's great if it works, because that might put a larger target on Sarah. She needs a large target, she runs around throwing challenges and acting soooo nice; but in reality I think she is a snake in the grass waiting to backstab anyone if it's in her best interest. So I'd love to see the James eviction kind of take her down as well.