Week Seven

[April Lewis]

*Dances Around The House*

This is a glorious week in the Big Brother house. Sophie isn't competing in the HoH or the Veto, Saggy-(Aisleyene) is auto-nominated so she can't save Sophie if she won the Veto and she can't win HoH because she didn't write a confessional last week! The stars are aligned and Sophie will go home. *Screams*

I promised Ragan I will get revenge and send Sophie home, and I could definitely win HoH this week if I really wanted to because endurance is one challenge I know I can win if I really wanted to. However; I think it might be in my best interest to let Brian or Dumbf***-(Drew) win... because I'd have to nominate someone that I'm on good terms with, and I don't want to risk making things awkward. And my promise to Ragan will still be fulfilled because I've already checked with both Atrocious-(Brian) and Dumbf***-(Drew) and they would nominate Sophie and then I could help Ragan seek his revenge by casting one of the votes to evict her.

Anyways; Sophie should be leaving this week and that will be amazing!

[April Lewis]

I'm so upset right now and feeling emotional over the HoH results. Half way into the challenge I decided I want to win... and I'll stay on for 4 hours if I have to. I really wanted HoH this week, really badly. I wanted a picture of Rachel Reily, I wanted Day-Yum-Yum to represent Lydia, Exile in Gayville to represent Ragan, and a camera to represent Jen because I miss all of them so much and then I didn't win. I'm really upset with myself that I messed up over something so stupid!

Then I was trying to be the nice girl and uphold morals and all that jazz when I was talking to Dumbf***-(Drew) and I shouldn't have. I'm so upset right now, I just feel really discouraged.

greenguru22: (9:59:07 PM) I'm sorry Drew.
acblair8591: (9:59:18 PM) It's okay!
acblair8591: (10:00:22 PM) You're safe obviously.
acblair8591: (10:00:33 PM) So don't worry about it.
greenguru22: (10:00:58 PM) I'm just mad at myself because I don't want you to have a bigger target.
acblair8591: (10:02:11 PM) I can deal with it.
acblair8591: (10:02:14 PM) But Sophie will be livid.
acblair8591: (10:02:25 PM) She almost nominated me last week.
acblair8591: (10:02:33 PM) And I told her that she was safe with me.
acblair8591: (10:02:35 PM) lol
acblair8591: (10:02:36 PM)
greenguru22: (10:02:37 PM) She said that to me also.
greenguru22: (10:02:44 PM) I didn't tell her she was safe with me though.
greenguru22: (10:03:14 PM) Well do what you think you have to do… even if it's protecting Sophie.
acblair8591: (10:04:42 PM) Eh...
acblair8591: (10:04:48 PM) I would NEVER nominate you or Michelle.
acblair8591: (10:04:55 PM) Brian's getting nominated.
acblair8591: (10:04:58 PM) ATROCIOUS.
acblair8591: (10:05:02 PM) I don't talk to him.

I should have never told Dumbf***-(Drew): "Well do what you think you have to do... even if it's protecting Sophie"

What was I thinking, I've lost my mind... this is a game, a game to win... not to let your opponents be the nice guy, and let them keep in people that are HUGE threats and want to go after you! Oh my gosh. Why do I let my emotions get in the way of these stupid stupid stupid online games where there's not even a prize. ERG